Guest blog from the littlest Lindstrom who is a part of the 3
percent of Baylor students still in Waco. I’m currently working at a library,
which is clearly abandoned with finals coming to a close, so I have ample time
to write down what goes on in the mind of Caroline. When I’m not reading Les
Mis, my current obsession, and catching up on all the shows I missed this
semester, I have caught myself daydreaming about everything this week. What
triggered most of my pondering was something I read in Les Misérables, “Prejudice is the real robber, and vice is the real
murderer.” My interpretation of this was that unreasonable attitudes and wicked
or immoral behavior can steal. Maybe not physically, but emotionally.
I don’t see the point of getting angry anymore, or possibly I’m just too lazy to get angry. This
mostly came to me now that I am in college and maybe this is the “growing up”
adults speak of. I think of myself as a carefree individual, and would hope
that is what others see me as too. I do not get worked up easily, nor cry
hardly ever. My sisters joke with me that I need a new soul, but the last time
I was at Walmart they were out. I think too many people let their unreasonable
attitudes get the best of them. And I mean that literally. So many girls, maybe
guys too, let themselves get so frazzled over such a minute situation that
their day is ruined. I just want to ask why? Life will go on with spray paint
stained driveways, dishes in the sink and unfolded blankets in the den. Don’t
get me wrong, I like a clean house too, but messy roommates is not something I
would let ruin my sophomore year. However my other two roommates are trying to
start World War 3 with condescending eye rolls and nasty text messages. I am
sorry that I might be robbing them of happiness, but I am also sorry for them.
These girls have just about everything in the world besides the ability to play
nice. In fact, I think they actually look for things to get mad about. This is
when my mom would say, “Well Caroline, Happiness is not found in people, places
or things, but in a relationship with Jesus Christ.” What I have to say is,
“I’m moving out.” Their intolerance for any sort of fun has acted as the vice
that murdered our friendship. And I hate that. I would love to put our
differences aside and talk things out, but that would require them to come out
of their rooms and acknowledge us as they speed walk to their cars.
I realize now
how blessed I am to have two older sisters who don’t allow unreasonable
attitudes. If by chance there is something bothering one of us we just say it.
There is no point to hold things in and let it eat you up inside. Ergo we are
three of the closest sisters you will meet. The world is full with too many
adventures to explore, flowers to smell and pictures to take to be “Les
Misareble”. All in all, the time you spend upset is time that is wasted. Be
excellent to each other, and party on.
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